About loss and grieving

Yesterday, November 28th 2016 is a very devastating day for me, for my mom, for my family, especially for me.

Manis, my beloved cat passed away.

And I think, I was the one who killed her.

I do not know how to cope and bear with this guilt. I would never forgive myself for this.

Please, Manis, forgive me, forgive me… I’d give anything for you to come back in my arms again. Ya Allah, please forgive me. Please let Manis know that I’m so sorry. Please reunite us someday in Your Jannah.