What is it?
This feeling being choked..
Is it me missing you,
Or is it me missing the feeling with you,
Or is it just me with my common cold?
Isn’t it really sad and pathetic, knowing that your life 5-6 years ago was much happier and more interesting?
In the lowest moment like this, sometimes, I’m thinking: “kayaknya enak kali yaa punya pacar…ato malah udh punya suami…”
Yeah right, I guess it takes its toll on me, too long being alone on my own.
What does it feel like to have someone to hold to?
And tell me, why should I believe when next time someone tell me, ‘I like you, I love you’.
There was once told me that, then later said, ‘that was me being impulsive’
There was once told me that, then later said, ‘don’t take it seriously, I was just kidding’
There was once told that, while he was chasing another girl
There was once, rumor has it, that guy was so into me, but never said anything.
So tell me, next time, why should I believe?
Is it called scar if it still hurts whenever be touched?
Or is it still an open wound?
Takut kehilangan temen maen. Udah itu aja kok.