Too many night you were the last thing I remember before sleep, the lullaby that put me on the bed, the fairytale that made me falling asleep smiling…
Too many morning you were the first sunshine that hit my eyes, my mind, my heart, the caffeine that kicked me out of bed…
And now, I can’t find the fine line between what’s real and what’s illusion…
I know I’ve been depressed, been sad, been misery because lately, I’ve been distant with God. I realize it.
It seems I seems quite enjoy the pain, the misery, because now it feels too familiar with…
I know that you were long gone and moved on…
You were already out of my reach since I-don’t-know-when…
I’ve been foolish to think that I could be your gravity…
I am a fool to think that I need to see a person be your gravity in order to forget you once and for all.
It is you.
You are your own gravity to yourself.
Who could compete with that?
I am a fool to think I could be your gravity.
You are the sun on your own.
Too many words left unspoken.
Floated in my head, in my heart.
Stucked in my throat.
My tongue went rigid.
My heart fibrillated.
My brain spinnes around.
My stomach fulled of butterflies.
It was a chaos inside.
And when you left, you left me broken.
Menghitung bulan, bahkan menghitung tahun.
Mencibir mereka yang aku bilang menghabiskan waktu dengan percuma.
Lantas apa sebutan untuk yang sedang aku lakukan?
Restraint is the strongest form of love.
I learn it from Oliver Queen.
He couldn’t resist with Laurel.
He couldn’t either with Sara.
But somehow, he does have restraint when it comes to Felicity. He really loves her. In the flash of his death, only Felicity that came to his mind.
It’s just heartbreakingly beautiful.
I’m so messed up to level that if right at this moment you’re saying ‘wait for me’, I really am going to wait for you for, like for another 3 years. Damn.